The feeling of wonder For a life of thunder The hail pelts all, This indifferent punishment What for? This life that's under All the weight of sins before, And we can't fight it anymore. Here we stand With open arms Open eyes Open hearts To the pain and suffering, To the understanding Of life and all of it's pointlessness. To say I'm sorry Is not enough To live with clarity Is not enough To remember you Is not enough. God will hold you For my return. Just so I can embrace All that you were and are. So I can love you With the fullness of understanding. I've missed you. I'll miss you Till then.