another night slept
painlessly and burden free
induced by knockout meds
and  blacked out by
by beer wine or Jamesons
That combination is ******
on a saturated soul

but as ease of sleep surrenders
to perpetual Apollo and his rights
i woke......

now with sadness i have
to be productive
be active
be society

and while awake i
have never succeeded
like in sleep
eluding dreams of her.