I feel as if I ask for too much I know you have zero left to give so freely and i hear the grit in your teeth as you do your best to please... to make everyone happy... while you silently suffer the brokenness of just hurt. Beaten down it pains you to frown but yet you still seek to bring out the happiness for others as yours violently smothers beneath the rigid bitterness that is trying to set up shop in that place that had carried the vary beat of your being... that same beat I still faintly hear in the distance... the beat that is now an echoing a lullaby that rocks me to dream... and down come baby... if only that beat could bring him life as it was made to do... if only that same beat that comforted me could breathe a new life into him as it did for me... I'd Give my final... for him...

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