Hard to believe, all the anger i achieve
In my mind, you will find
Heart ache and misery
On my face, a smile i place
Hidden from the rest
My thoughts kept secret seems best
for you to see my real side, horror ride
I hide behind a smile, upon miles and miles
I hide my frown, cries making no sound
Emotions i don't share, act as if i don't care
Really i'm scared, never fully prepared
Adding to the list of sins, depths of my anger releases
Burst into a million pieces
My eyes become dark stricken, throat thickens
Body shakes, in control
here comes the overtake
my heart starts to slow, mobility starts to go
It comes alive, striving to survive
Taking over my being, gone forever
no longer seeing
All these times i have over come, ability not there for some
i awaken to the sorrows of my eradication
wondering who's creation
Its me.....