Deep in sleep
Dreams take over my mind
Capturing my attention
A house collapsed
An angry father
Soothed by my words
and conversation
A bedroom alone with a son
A son expresses
Suppression and hurt
Ease the pain with a gentle embrace
The warmth of it fill my heart
My stomach
With butterflies
A long lasting deep embrace
I look up into pained eyes
Filled with a desire so bold
How can you hug me like this
And I do not deserve a kiss?
He reaches go my face
I back away ashamed
Thinking of another...
A dream of course
Distorted and mixed
Switches forward to future missed
Hand cups my face
Leaning in with love
In his eyes
The perfect passionate kiss
A kiss so divine and pure
My eye lids flutter
To morning light
I turn and try to get back
Returning for just a moment
And then awake again
I'm filed with eagerness
And dread as not to return
Wanting to go back
And nothing more