Your hair-tie on my dresser A button from your jeans The bracelet from your sister Quite sinister The Downward Spiral album from your car An old tube of ChapStick No need to nitpick For I am no dim-wit A few items every two weeks While you sleep And I b r e a t h e
Where's your perfume? I could've sworn it was right here Darling, did you move it? Silly little bird... A red thread from your cardigan Just like the one that binds me to you Your knife, blunt from every emotional meltdown Empty pill bottles lined up Troubled history, hm? Citalopram, Mirtazapine, Doxepin Such a sad little bird
An empty can of Seagram's A used bandage And a take-out fortune 'An hour with friends is worth more than ten with strangers.' My word, this is exactly how I feel When I spend time with you... Your Sleep-Aid sits on my nightstand Just waiting for you to pick it up Diphenhydramine- 50 mg. each 150 mg. every night for four years The journal in my hands tells me so
A young man shivering in my attic Force of habit Like a rabbit, diving down A bit worse for wear but still kicking Your hand in mine as I console you 'Local man missing'; How could he be? He's right here I'll release him in a fortnight After all, he didn't see me A gift, from me to you My morbid little night owl