In a game of chess I am a master tactician. I rise. I strike. I conquer. Yet how come In the game of my heart And the war of my mind I fall. I defend. I lose. New enemies surface, beating and thrashing and slamming every corner of me until I am hollow and defeated. The glint in my eyes The smirk on my lips Previous signs of my victory. But I do not wear them anymore Because, my dear Life is not chess And I have not won.