Force me to bed, but I don't want to fall asleep tonight. Soaked my pillow in tears from a couple days ago. Living through the high points of my life, but only on the low.
But I don't want to close my eyes for a second more while that empty darkness gives me a fright. I don't want my mind to run away from the nightmares in my head, neither helping me to rest.
I'm wearing rubber clothes tonight in linen sheets. Forgive me for being a little depressed.
Forced into this worthlessness, but I would not stay there on a rich heart. Drowing in blood, how my high blood pressure is going to prey on me tonight.
I'll pray for something warm for me to wear, but so sorry I only have these rubber clothes. Carrying the dirt of black mud.
I got a few rubber clothes, a few pieces of plastic to sew into my smile. A few pieces of man that they wishing to take back. A few pieces of doubt, and pieces of flesh to feed my bones along in the mile.
A rubby heart, plastic choking me from inside. I'm wearing these rubber clothes cause I don't have anything much to hide.