outside there was invisible rain:
forgetting everything at once, I blinked
the colors changed and the tone settled until I blinked once more
the colors came back, the tone arrived on time
a mere hour beforehand I looked at her face
beyond time and space, throughout the souls of everyone in the room(don’t give up)
the only one I thought of was you, looking at you
what was causing your agreement…
can our eyes not even meet?
(meet me here, leave me there-take me a journey)
there’s no reason to bother anymore
I drifted away from the passion
focusing on the important details(my hero making strong points)
across from me, the other
at least she looks at me and smiles
-no, I can’t
can I? float between souls again to feel at peace
this is not a debate or an argument
we should just work like it does for other lovers
but no, that’s not how it works
walking to the end of the earth would not help
I’ve really crashed this car into the wall
to forget it all
the colors disappear and reappear
did I drift off? or tricks and invisible rain and
why don’t you just listen to my message!
this shouldn’t be such a game
-at least she looks at me and smiles
therefore everything I’ve ever created should burn
and on its side it will turn
over and let me fall off
(you’re not getting my message!)
throughout time and space, floating through the souls not in front of me anymore
but in my head instead
which makes me ask the question-
(where am I?)
does she care for me?
if the smile is a truth than I’ll fly
it would be worth it in the end, I presume
you need to just listen… (O save me iridescent soul!)
can’t you just listen! (O forgotten ended beginning)
your eyes-meet mine? (O never again forgotten love)
this is the place, the time, and the season… (O invisible rain pour down!)
(O invisible rain come down and cleanse my soul while I drift between you and her and her and you; forget me not! this is for you, for you to not fall into a black hole forever layered over images of the past and the future. beyond reason, beyond reality, we need to cut it in little pieces and burn it all for our love to kindle and explode into the night sky! I need your help with this one, before I fall down and into her arms, but if that’s what you want, and what she wants, so be it, forever, and ever, and ever…..)
white layered over white layered over white….
O save me iridescent soul, send your invisible rain to pour down, and like cupid’s bow, create love, somewhere, between someone and I
white over layered white over layered white….
Have you forgotten something? at least she looks at me and smiles
black overcoming white the overcoming of the blue overcoming the past….
I’m ready to accept it all, just throw it on me as we travel
past the overcoming of the blue overcoming the white overcoming the black-
(once again we)
Cut it!