It's possibly the most ****** up thing anyone could feel. It's a pain that feels like a heart attack. It's a wave of emotions. It's feeling happy one minute and the next wanting to cry because the little things you're surrounded by remind you of the person who once loved you.
Heartbreak isn't just pain, its happiness too, its all the happy memories you built with that one person. It's all the things you got to see and the adventures. It's the things you shared. It's learning how silly you were around that one person... It's learning the real you because that person you could be real around.
Heartbreak is like English weather. One moment its sunny and bright, the next its grey and cloudy and throwing tiny drops of water on you....and after is a rainbow. The most beautiful rainbow anyone has ever seen. The rainbow is you... The rainbow represents the outcome of the pain that has made you who you are today. The rainbow is you after all the suffering you have been through.