I promise myself every time you treat me ordinary
I'll leave you
And we will no longer be a us
I tell myself I don't deserve your mood swings
They aren't healthy
They control your whole mind
Do they tell you to break my heart
Or do you do it all by yourself and blame them
Truly the answer is irrelevant
The answer can't erase my heart's cracks
But the next time I feel ordinary
Me and my heart is gone