We stayed up late again Picking fruit from tall trees The year was 2015 Taste testing togethers sweeter memories Pretending I was not laying beside a body of another sleeping man You say this is the longest we've been apart And you are so hungry for more You promise you have not seen her for over a month as if I don't understand the ripening process The growth of loneliness Leaving bruises from craving someone who isn't there when you need them Fruit flies offering temporary intimacy You asked if I remembered drinking orange juice together at 4am I told you that every time I pull back the peel to sink my teeth into the skin of the pith I taste your cracked lips I **** on the seeds and spit them out Forgetting the bad parts