I’m so alone

so very much
alone

is there a thousand daggers piercing
my heart right now?

or

a billion needles working their way
through my intestines?

**** it
**** it
**** it

I’m so lonely
I’m so alone

and I know why
it’s all on me
but that doesn’t change
the fact that I’m alone

so alone

so very,
very,
terribly,
alone