call me crazy. the moon spits in the sky and all i can hear is the deadly voice of illogical magic. chasing the high like high tide chases low. my borders break down. the divine becomes the divined, secret messages for me alone in the rushing water. i listen. i revel in the language of the dark. 3am sneaks easy into my skull. i take the bitter pill every morning or else i lose it all through the stomach lining. keep me in the stable. turn my music down. bring the stuttering moon to my hands so i can touch its face.