busted open, boring and lazy sometimes, occasionally, rarely, maybe I think I'm going crazy but in a lacklustre kind of way without zeal, a wet firework display smoke and steam splaying itself into tiny fragments. an awful scent left behind, like petrichor but poisonous, angry clouds making noise for the sake of it. nature pales me in comparison to others; occasionally, rarely, maybe perhaps sometimes it snatches the words out of my mouth and places them in some newfound place in my brain rarely, occasionally, it fills my spine with cold river currents sometimes, maybe I feel my body shift and tumble replaced in parts like an old car and rarely, but sometimes on occasion, maybe I look down at myself and don't see myself at all.