I don't want to die happy, I want to die insane, driven mad by my lust for success. I need nothing and no one at my death bed, because if my name is remembered I'm not dead.
I want to bleed and cry and break my body, all for a few minutes of fame and glory. Even surrounded I'll still be alone, all so that when I'm in the ground I'll still be known.
I'll wander like Cain through the world, with a damning mark I put on myself, I'll wake up too early, go to bed too late, I won't ever be happy, because I want to be great