Sometimes
I feel as though no one cares
As though I'm lost in this mad world
Too scared to speak out
So I hide, locked away with my thoughts; challenging how I feel on the inside.

Sometimes I overthink things
Like if my life is worth living
Or if I'm going to get my new beginning
Maybe one day
Or not.

Sometimes the world is overwhelming
I can't handle the way I'm feeling
I can't see the silver lining
So I give up
No longer trying.

Sometimes I think that my world is ending
I can't handle the constant changing
I can't understand my surroundings
I can't stop myself from crying
With all of the lying

But

Sometimes I smile
So happy that I go the extra mile
To make others like me feel worth while
To not judge over someone's profile
But to bring joy to a life so fragile.