somehow you're everywhere but nowhere at the same exact time.
i'm always thinking about you in everything that i see.
i'm always thinking about you whenever my phone vibrates,
because i'm hoping that it's you.
but it never is.
you promised me you would be here for me,
but you're not.
you said you never wanted to hurt me,
but you did.
you wanted me to keep the memories of you and look back at them with a fondness only love could conjure.
instead, the memories of you sent me to a tiny room with a couch, a desk, and one person with a medical degree.
instead, the memories of you sent me into a darker state than i was in before.
instead, the memories of you gave me a one way ticket to pillsville.
your imprint wasn't one i would like to remember,
it's one that i want to burn.