out of everyone that i've ever crossed paths with,
you're my favorite.
while we only spent a short time together,
you left me with more emotions than i could ever imagine.
we were never official,
but we didn't need to be.
you gave me hope.
the hope that you gave was all that mattered to me.
you made me feel something more than just a little crush,
but just like everyone else,
you left.
you left me with more heartbreak than i thought you were capable of.
but i can't blame you,
i would leave me too.
you didn't believe me,
and i'll never know why.
was my mental health too much for you?
was i not what you wanted?
was i not enough for you?
but again, i don't blame you,
i still care about you,
and i wish you nothing but happiness in all of your passions.

- 4 july 2019