He bursts in with an armload of mangoes in various stages of perfect, rotten, or too soft. One rolls to the floor and without hesitation, he picks it up and bites in, luscious unwashed, juices dripping down his chin. "It's warm from the sun," he says, "and the ground. I found a lot of these on the ground."
I still my tongue and watch him eat it whole, like he eats all of life.
I asked him recently if he thought I was crazy, as some do. He said no, I want all the same things. I wished I could tell him how I always washed my mangoes and wiped my chin, I thought if I wore a sweater and a slip and a hat at the right times, life would turn out okay.
I'd like to call him, tell him how the wind is blowing hair across my face now.
Instead, I sit quietly, in the backwoods of Virginia eating an unwashed, unpeeled mango with the juices dripping down my chin.