Heart thudding, eyes flickering in the moonlight Beads of perspiration spotting my forehead As I stay awake keeping vigil over books As though it were my mother's Onugbu soup I keep battling with sleep as she slowly Seduces me, kissing me softly on my eyes; I am losing this fight I walk by the broken glass And I saw visions and saw the person I need to be These legless critics are trying to teach me how to run they're like fire, blackening everything above it which it cannot reach My future I'm trying to preserve But here I am, in the present The clouds so gray and gloomy overhead The wind from my past howling and screaming "****** ******", but my spirit is close to dead The fog creeping over breaking visibility of Where I'm meant to be Don't judge me for I'm really trying to succeed Maybe we would be wiser if empty heads growled like empty stomachs For even the mosquito does not get a slap On the back, until it goes to work.