So I've been confined in this impounded world for some time
I didn't really wanna go back to reality
So I've fell in love with the way things are in this world
I've been in so much solitude lately
I'm starting to get worried about myself
I learnt that everything will always stay this way
Nothing has really changed

There's this girl sitting in the back of my mind
She's a very destructive person
Never wants me to be around a large crowd
She doesn't like my friends so she pushes them away

In my mind there's these painful words you've ever said to me
The walls written of how I'm such a disgrace
The floors polished with how much I mean nothing to you
And the windows broken by
How you always use everything I've ever told you
Against me, just to prove how much of a bigger person who you are

Enlighten me please

I have such a dark mind
My vessels only flow with sorrow
And my tears are made of my blood and my broken

Rest in peace
To me
Who died a very long time ago
And everyone forgot about her