We all have our demons and i knew yours were quite fierce.
No child should be forced to go through what you endured.
Forever changing who you could be and who you were capable of being.
I dont want to make excuses for that fire breathing dragon that consumes your soul, because in some ways i know he was always there.
Anger and pain is just sewn into the fabric of your being.
Saddest part is the glimmer of hopfullness, goodness and love that i know shines dimly  in the depth of your soul.
I know you wanted to love me the way i deserve, i dont doubt that at all, but you never had a chance.
You were never given the tools.
So you lie and manipulate.
You know no other way....