My unwavering soul, how you have betrayed me thus Now at the hour of my need, most ashamed. Where is that unrelenting stubbornness That has been thenceforth a fiery balm to my fears? Where is that sediment of perpetual outcry That has been the rock of my prayers and pleas? Where did it fly, that crux, which bears my bane But not my bones? Oh my soul, have you no pity on this man? Have you no pity on this moonlit, sunless land? Yet I will walk, I know not where or for how long And in the trudging footsteps of my jaunt May I come to the hidden highways and byways May I come to what I cannot help but truly want.