July 23rd, Tuesday dial tone ringing Hello? Hi there, how are you feeling? I feel like I'm going to explode. My mind wont stop racing. My heart won't stop aching. Mistakes that I'm making Keep eating me alive. Just take a deep breath, tell me why. I'm a huge ******* joke. Ask me why again and I'll choke. My vision is clouded with smoke and my fragile walls are breaking. You're not a joke, all you need to do is breathe. Once the air fills your lungs, you'll be able to see-- See what? That karma is a *****? That my lies make people's skin itch? I know that I'm absolutely worthless. I know, I know. I deserve this. No! No, you're not worthless! You just need-- Click Dial tone