time is all I needed with you
time is all I didn't have
I saw you gulp down sanitizer like it was water
I saw you throw up after that like it was something you did
everyday

you probably did

time is what wanted
time is what we all want

I saw you pinch your *******
until it bled because you thought you were
infected.

you weren't

time is what I begged for
what I stole
what I borrowed
like the used band-aid
you had put on your finger