i have to accept that i can never have you the way i once did before. i didn't want to be like anyone else i wanted to be an experience that you've never had but instead it was another scratch off your list and now i'm here to wish i avoided it all. see with you i let my guard down, there was nothing we couldn't talk about there was nothing you didn't know and that's why i loved it so much. our love had no rules we went with the feels and **** was it real everything intense and sweet and the *** always had me weak. we were friends before it all started and sadly that's where it can never return. They say some people are in your life for a season & I think that's the reason for our fall.