I want better
But I also want you. I want you to be better for me, but I know that you will not change. Not for me at least, no matter how hard I tell myself otherwise
But I can’t leave, it would hurt to much.
I don’t yet understand what I deserve
But I know it’s not this
My heart is too fragile to hear,
More mockery come from your mouth.
I’m lost for words,
You? Your words were honey turned to tar. Sweet at first but then very dark.
I don’t know how it came to this,
but I can’t partake in it.