I never wanted to be here. Not here. Not in this room. Not anywhere. I never wanted to be me. Not in this body anyway. I've always wanted to leave here. Leave me. Leave this body that has treated me so unfair. I never have given any care. Not to this body. It doesn't care for me anyway. I never wanted to slice it open. See its blood. I never wanted to see my blood. I never wanted to see it drip. Feel it drip. Make it drip. I've just never wanted to be alive. Not here. Not in this world. Not where I have been treated so cruel. I've never liked all the slurs. The hurtful things they scream. I don't want to hear them scream. And I can't. And I won't. And I still stay. Stay silent. I just want to leave. I've never wanted to be here. Not here. Not there. Not with them. Not in this body anyway.