Listen. The drunk girls are so loud when they cheer for us. You know? They're more excited than we could ever be. We are terrified to the bone.
Well, I know I am. Though you fascinate me. You don't need love, you found and lost your home. Neither do I, My old scars still sting. I've ****** up. We ****** up everything.
It's not all the girls, just the ones that can't handle their cocktails. Not the cool kids, who smoke, drink pitchers of beer and full bottles of ***** but can still count backwards from thirty. Just the ones that love me,
know what would make me happy. I'm not incapable of love, we just don't like it. My ego wouldn't let me anyway, my important sense of self forever blocks the way. Do you understand how perfect I would have this be?