what did you say? could you repeat? is this sarcasm? questions I ask those people who do not get me everyday Expressionless you are to me „The light is on“ so what? I can see it is. „The light is on, could you please turn it off?“ oh, now I understand why couldnt you tell me your order directly i do not understand i do not fit in behavior I do to cope with overwhelming feelings or when it is too much all the time everyday forced hugs I hate them I hate them so much why am I forced to show affection when I do not want to? i am not normal sometimes I am proud more often than not but how do I fit in? How?