I'm part of this pop culture but I don't really get it

Can someone please tell me why anxiety and depression has become some sort of addiction

Tell me why these suicide rates are rising like its trending

And can someone answer my questions because I feel like no one listens

I've got so many dreams but my skin color and gender tell me to quit it

I wish I could prevail and have a fan base all wishing

To take pics with me and write me letters stating that I changed their lives

But I'm a black 16 year old girl I'm better off rolling dice