Sometimes I think you're there
However, you're anywhere but here
I hope you're somewhere
Hoping you're existing in one way or another
For it is all ultimately unknown
Lacking answers to impossible questions
Searching for the hidden truth
Left to wonder why
Dealt a treacherous hand
Endless grief and sorrow reigns
A pain that I haven't gotten used to
Nor will I until I reach my final day
Homesick for a home that includes you
Stricken to the heart with sadness
I have shed many a tear over you
Wishing I could turn my head to see you there
As you were before you faded away
Such a shame the way it had to go
I would've cured you to stay, if I had that chance
But, it went downhill fast
You weren't able to last
Since after you had passed...
All I wonder if it's an ending
Or just a continuation

Cody Shull, 2019