I have no voice left, no tears to pour out of my eyes, no fight left
I run home screaming hoping i don't need to see you
I run home scared...
whats the topic today?
Liar, thief, selfish, manipulator... you done?  
I cant stay calm anymore... i just cant hold my tongue back anymore... i just cant anymore
Walking into your house is like entering a battle field
It's like watching the same tank blow your trench over and over and over again
sitting on your couch like rock
My head always spinning just to see who will attack next
Locked doors are not permitted yet I feel safer behind them
Door gone... vulnerable
You don't love me, inconsiderate... your not done
My bricks falling down, my walls unsteady
I can't stand up anymore... i cant breath anymore
Running up the stairs to reach my room quickly, trying to outrun the words that can literally knock me off my feet
running around obstacles of fights i don't want to be involved in
scared you will snap and act like the snake i'm so desperately afraid of
i try to ignore it but your words are like knives... ripping through my clothes, cutting at my skin
not worth it, go live elsewhere... your still going...
i cant hold these anymore
the bag i say i carry is unzipping, your words getting to heavy,a rock on my chest
my lungs will only fill halfway... gasping for air
the leash around my neck tied to tightly, i'm choking
i push so hard yet im not moving
my teeth stay clenched... my jaws hurting
my knees shaking im weak
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push through they say
I cant.