Driving away from the city lights
I watch them as they disappear and I'm wringing my cold, damp hands between my knees
Loud music and the sound of your voice, rising and falling
I have longed for you, for this, for so long
It's finally here now
Suddenly I can't breathe
The long drive to your house I had almost forgotten
what this was like
being so ******* happy I could cry. so exhausting!
I had almost forgotten what it was like to let everything go
become consumed by this secret universe that is you and me, the two of us
Escaping. Going so fast, so far away
escaping with you
You are so beautiful and it breaks my heart
I want to hold onto you so TIGHT I want to take away your hurt
I feel your hurt so much
Reaching for your hand, fitting the pieces back together
you have hurt me
I told myself no no no no no just leave me alone just go the **** away
abandoned
I am so afraid to let you in again
but you give me this feeling I can't explain
I can't get enough of
I want to show you the world I want you to tell me your every thought your every memory
falling fast
now it all makes sense