In my cabinet no one comes tapping. The slap of my thoughts like the strike of steel drums on the walls. No one calls. My breath booming; a bass string plucked in panic. The air around opaque as top-shelf ignorance. With me weep my shoulders, stooped, my hands, curled and catching the precipitation of grief. No mewls, no moans – my voice, too, has left me heaving and weeping to the sounds of my seclusion.