You are both at my side Asleep And i Awake Remembering a spider The first thing I can think of I see a golden boy at his motherβs breast Much favoured As he drinks from her She drinks from him His life flowing into her Her love flowing into him I want for you to be something else Not an echo But a response And still my daughter And I the father I want to give her the things that the matriarchs lack I want to give her the strength to transcend I want to give her her brother But he and I are held by women who would make us their protectors Their completion And she and I are somehow whole