lost girl with a lotta problems doing all the wrong things to solve um but it makes her feel better so she don't feel she can live without um
helps with the empty feeling help with the reminiscing helps with the distant feeling that something always seems to be missing
helps when she alone at night helps when she aint feeling right helps but she's scared it might lead her down a path that cant see the light
the drugs help but only for so long **** it,.. keep the party going on people always say that she so strong .. but what if they're wrong
I'm just dancing, drinking, till it, stops the thinking tryna stay up but i feel I'm sinking splash some cold water from the sink n let the last couple of shots sink in i feel like I'm trying but i don't know nothing seems clear to me no more try hard not to let the pain show but **** man, sometimes it just explode
I'm drinking for all the wrong reasons right now i don't give a **** just glad it helps numb the feelings feels like i cant get enough