His ***** was a dancing pole that you slid up and down on with lips and hose. “Sit on it Sandra” You did as he commanded. He never took you to see his family. You never knew any of his friends. It’s not what he would talk about with other people. It was something he considered shameful. When they asked who was dating he would answer “it’s complicated” But he would sink his uncut nails deep into you and cry out loud until he was through and then hurry up and get dressed so he could take you home to your family. And when you would get into fights your husband would come collect you at night. One time he chased you into the street. He met your husbands stare when he was pulled over waiting to rescue you from another nightmare. The windshield was only thing between the two of them, if you didn’t count yourself. He drove off mad as hell Free association with complications -