Right now everything is a VERY BIG DEAL and I am stretched thin like a wire sizzling with potential energy going nowhere meanwhile I wish to fall to the street below and become SOMETHING for a brief few moments until I am switched off and replaced with a better model and I can lie forgotten perhaps absconded for some AMBITIOUS PROJECT that never gets done and I can finally rest in the dark beneath six feet of other forgotten dreams while the world buzzes and whirs around me, hard at the task of forgetting while trying to be remembered.