I have always sat and wonder
what will my life be with my significant other
will it be all spark and fairytale
or just like the dark shadow of ignorance by the love of your life
I always try to breathe from this dusty air
thirst for your love when things weren't so convoluted
why when I look at your eyes
you assure me that only you know me the best
I have said those words before it wasn't a lie but the exquisite truth
why pull me in when all you wanted was to push me aside
just like someone said to me " when you want something sincerely, it will come to you involuntary without trying "
These words just premonition in me like no other
The once joyful feeling of loving you had faded between the thin air
you said I were an endorsement but the assurances of being together will last...
this quite moment slowly killed my soul along the waves of love
these promises of being together assured by you will be there even though we are apart