Dear life, It hurts when my "friends" call me names. It hurts when they steal my lunch, even though it's half an apple. It hurts when they tear my torn bag off my body. It hurts when they rip it apart into shreds. It hurts when bullies punch me. It hurts when they push me to the ground. It hurts when they kick me.?It hurts when I go home. It hurts when I climb into the bed. It hurts when I hear Dad coming back. It hurts when I know he's probably robbed someone. It hurts when I hear the screams. It hurts when I know I can't do anything about it. It hurts when I try to do something about it. It hurts when I see my bruises. It hurts when I see my mother's bruises. It hurts when I see my sister's bruises. It hurts when I know that they aren't getting the life that they deserve. It hurts when I think about giving them the life that they deserve. It hurts when I try to give them the life that they deserve. It hurts when I see Dad hitting my mother. It hurts when I see Dad hitting my sister. It hurts when Dad hits me. It hurts when I think about the life I had. It hurts when I think about the life I have. It hurts when I think about ending this life. It hurts when I think about leaving my mother and my sister. It hurts when I think. It hurts when I dig the knife into my arm. It hurts when I feel the drops of blood dripping from my ***** arm. It hurts when I take the gun off the shelf. It hurts when I check the bullets. It hurts when I point it at my head. It hurts when I put my index finger on the trigger. It hurts when I pull the trigger. Sincerely, A girl who knows hurt like the back of her hand.