I am happy
i am energetic
i am bubbly
but why am I not like that when I am by myself?
I dont put on a mask
its not that
i just cant stand myself
i hate myself
why do i cry at night when i think about my life?
Its not that sad
its not
so why do i cry?
Why do i feel sorry for myself?
Its my fault
its my fault
it really is
spoiled *****