A,

I don't think I'll be able to date anyone for a while
I want to, I want to but I can't get over this, over us
I'm scared I will get pushed like this again and I will lose myself again and who knows, maybe for good

I don't know who I was when we were together

I'm stupid like that
I let you use me because I was afraid of losing you
and you knew you were using me
but you said you couldn't help it
as if that was it

you said I loved you more than you could ever love me back
and left it at that, like I was supposed to do something with it
I love you, I miss you, I'm sorry?
where the hell did I go wrong