I am here but I am not ,I hurt but you will not see                                                       Trying my best just to be                                                                                            No one seems to notice, no ome seems to care                                                            I am no longer young and fair                                                                                     Am older now and just go through the motions                                                         My heart is broken but who has a notion                                                                      Someday I hope to see you again                                                                              Until then I will try to get peace with the pen                                                             Even my so called best friend she never calls                                                              Is she scared of me breaking down is she scared if I fall                                             Im lost so unhappy feel like I have long part of me                                                                                                                      Want her to come back and sit down just to see                                                          Her again would make me so happy