I like to sit alone in the dark
The only noises are my breath and the buzzing outside my window
With my mind going blank a feeling of loneliness hits me
I realize I don’t have much in my life to keep me whole and it hurts
I feel ostracized from everything and everyone
My heart squeezes in my chest and suddenly my body grows relaxed
The lights flick on the buzzing of electricity returns and I’m normal again