when you leave
for good
I will not be okay,
and miss you tremendously.

however, we will eventually forget each other,
(you sooner than I)
and we will find new friends
and all will be okay

but that's the thing.
I don't want it to be okay that I have forgotten you
because you are so dear to me
and I do not want to forget this meaning and feeling

(If someone,
anyone,
thought about me in that way
that I think about you,
I would be
wordlessly in love.)