I lay here in bed thinking of words to say
Words to describe this pain i feel each and every day...
Tears fall down my rosy cheeks
Wondering if anyone will come to check on me and see...
I feel so alone so lost inside
Like my soul has bursts into a large flame of fire...
So much sadness and anxiety i hold deep within
Who will save me from the ultimate sin...
They say to love yourself more, but how can i possibly
When all i feel is pain, and death is all i see...
There's no more hope left inside of me
I want to end my life and be set free...
I dont want to feel anymore, i dont want to cry
Ive lost all faith, i dont even want to try...
So dont try to fix me, i'm a lost cause
Dont think twice about me, dont sit and take a pause...
I hate this life that God has given to me
When will it end, when will my time be...