i shouldn’t have
i shouldn’t have let him in my life
i shouldn’t have let him in my heart
i shouldn’t have let him know all my failures
i shouldn’t have let him know my accomplishments
i shouldn’t have let him know all my my flaws and vices
i shouldn’t have let him get the best of me
i shouldn’t have let him make me cry
i shouldn’t have let him make me smile
i shouldn’t have let him make me happy
i  shouldn’t have let him know all my deepest secrets
i shouldn’t have let him know me well
i shouldn’t have let him break my heart

i shouldn’t have and yet I did...

-msy