my heart broke
tore into two
when you said
we'd be better soon

when you said
we could be friends
my heart was destroyed
is this the end?

the end of us
and all that i've known
since april of last year
it was all blown

blown up in my face
as though it was fine
i contuned to be happy
anything to pass the time

but it hurts the more i think
of what we once were
the memories and songs replay
but they're only a blur

i'll move on eventually
that's what my friends say
stay here, hold on
it'll be better one day

but to me it won't be
and never ever will
i love you ya idiot
even now still

i threw the ring to someone else
i found it, did i tell you?
it wouldn't have mattered anyway
you would've felt the same too

but as one part of my life ends
another must begin
college is awful and boring and ****
but i have hope within

hope you will be better
hope i will too
and maybe one day
i'll finally forgive you